Mommy, I want to dream about playing games in a tent with you aaaand . . . eating Azteca.
aaaand . . . eating healthy foods at home.
aaaand. . . eating strawberry shortcake.
aaaand. . . going to a chocolate factory.
Such is the nightly routine of my sweet girl. She is always going to dream of playing games in a tent with us and eating whatever suits her fancy that day (unless we read or watched Willy Wonka).
But how often have we played games in a tent?
Recently, not much.
It is 8:30 at night, when I'm sitting at the lonely computer, that all I want to do is play games in a tent. But, I can't. My babies are sleeping (or at least they better be!)
We bought this new house, complete with an office for me to work in. I've taken advantage of it. I've been home at bedtime so much more over the last several months than I had in a very long time. But now I want more.
I want to be able to play games with the kids, not just tuck them in. I want to be in their classrooms, not just hear about their days. I totally understand why being a stay at home mom would rock.
Don't get me wrong. I still love my work. I'm enjoying my new practice area. And we can't afford for me not to work (especially with the new house and an old house that is still in need of a renter--YIKES!)
But, sometimes, I want to play games in a tent with my babies and eat yummy foods, not just dream about it.